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"Are you okay?" people asked
I said I was fine
But I've never been

I've always been crying
I never was strong
Never was completely happy

Months, years I cried
Always thought the same;
Talentless, Ugly, worthless

Why are all my dreams impossible
I will never reach them
I just want to be happy...
I am so sorry

I just feel so

I'm not alright
I've been crying for like 45 minutes
And I can't stop

I've got a mail, from the audition thing
I didn't make it, like I expected, but I;m still crying

Why ;u;

Cuz I'm a stupid attention whore
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WolfPahw Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
naaaw *hug*
Don't think bad about yourself, you are awesome D:
yes, really awesome, and very very aardig!!

and your dreams aren't impossible, just keep going!!
You can do it!:heart:
Ponygeck Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist
thanks <3
Kalimerox Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sorry my dear. You shouldn't feel this way, you are way to kind, pretty, amazing and lovely for that. You shouldn't give up with doing auditions. And you did the best you could, you couldn't do any more could you? :heart:
Ponygeck Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist
thank you so much ;u;
Inktheid Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist

No but seriously. You are a wonderful person. You draw amazing, you sing amazing, you have an amazing personality. They can't let everyone through, so if you're not through it doesn't mean you don't have talent. Keep. Fucking. Trying. Don't give up. If you want to, you can. I know you can. You are amazing. People love you. Don't forget that, 'kay? <3
Ponygeck Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012  Hobbyist
It's not just that, last year I auditioned too, but back than I wasn't crying at all.
And I knew I wouldn't make it
It's just I feel like that already months, and those kind of things
It just was a little bit too much for me
Kiruel Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't be to hard on yourself dear <3 You don't have to belong to the best to be anything in this world! Let me tell you you're a wonderful person, and that's worth more than socalled "tallent", which is all a matter of taste, in my opinion. You tried your freaking best, it's only logical to feel disappointed, but don't let that get into your heart :heart:
Ponygeck Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012  Hobbyist
I already knew I wouldn't made it
I 've got this feelings a long time
So that's probably why I started crying that much
Tchumi Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, I want to give you a hug <3
Never forget that you are beautiful in your own beautiful ways! Maybe YOU don't see it, but we do. And you should look in the mirror and say that you're beautiful. Cause you really are!

I hope I have some time somewhere this month or maybe next month, so I can visit you. And hug you. :heart:
Good luck hon :hug:
Ponygeck Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist
0thank you
You're awesome <3
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